=)

Looks like it is a happy ending...

Broken Hearted.

I have no words to describe the pain i am ging through right now. After loving and caring for the same man for 3 years, it is so difficult for me to learn to move on or the question is... do i even want to? Poeple say you hurt the person you love most but do you hurt that person so much till she ends up hating you?

I have given my everything to him. I played my role as the perfect girlfriend who listens, understands, is always there and never CONTROLS. Then why is it that i am always misunderstood by him and taken for granted over and over again? Is it because i do not really stand up for myself or is it that i just do not look strong and scary in his eyes? I am confused!

I know i ended this whole thing i stopped this mega drama with him after all these years but my heart just does not know how to move on. I still remember the day i went to his house, sat down on the table and layed all my emotions on the table like a huge dinner spread. After saying everything and watching tears roll down his eyes that night, that image just cannot seem to leave my mind. Its just stuck like a stupid spoiled LCD screen. AARRGGHH! but we were pretty calm and silent.

We still keep in touch and right now, we are just keeping our mind open. Maybe its a chance for us to rediscover one another because when we first were together, we basically just jumped into one another after being in a relationship previously and i guess, that was our mistake. Let us see where Roshan & Poojhaa is headed.

[Hopefully for a happy ending]...

Its Over =)!

Exams are over! I cannot wait to go back to Penang. Yay!

S-T-R-E-S-S

Stress. A word that never leeaves my life alone. It must haunt me all the time! Exams start tomorrow and finish by Wednesday and the weekend, i am off to home sweet home. Cannot wait. I need to get away from KL for a bit. The jam, noise, people... ish.

Anyway, did i mention i am getting braces? Yes i am. I am goin to have them on for a year and a half and they are transparent. I have to extract 4 teeth but... what to do? beauty comes with pain=). Suffer for a short period and straight teeth for a lifetime!

Quite the nice right? Muahaha

So, i cant wait to fix them because the sooner i fix, the faster i remove them next year. Lets see=) For now...

Valentines=)

This would be the third Valentines i am celebrating with Roshan. Yay!

The first Valentines, we celebrated at some Thai Restaurant at BB. It was memorable. Little and inexpensive dinner and a beautiful ring he got me.

The second Valentines, we did not celebrate. Haha

The third one which was yesterday was so peaceful, quiet and nice. He surprised and took me to this restaurant by the lake in i dunno which god forsaken place and we had such a quiet dinner and loTs to talk about. I totally forgot the name of the restaurant. Ooops.

The food was okay but the company I had was great. I loved yesterday. Thank you baby. Muaks

Vain me=)

Good Looking!

The dessert was delicious!

14-02-10

I know... i have to loose weight!

Happenings!

Well, its been seriously long since i updated my blog. Life has been hectic and I am sure its pretty much for everyone else. I have been swamped with studies but still have managed to have my outings. Last month, we attended a farewell party for Ezra because he was leaving Brainchild=(. I always found him to be such an amazing guy and he used to work amazingly! Well, the party was at Souled Out so Roshan, Rubern, Billy, Jin and I went there later because they were handling an event at Taylors Hartamas and I have no habit of going anywhere before Roshan does. When we reached there, just 5 minutes later all decided to head to Cavells. Nice place but DANGEROUS ( with the existence of that one particular drink, TANGKACHI)

Roshan ordered one for Ezra, Rye, Mathew, Billy, and Rubern( he wanted one himself*rolls eyes*). While waiting for the Tangkachi we snapped pictures!



Khloe=)


Rye, Andrew and Ezra.

Rubern and Kim. ( AHEM AHEM)

WTF Rubern?

These are the pictures when Tangkachi came to action!

Gone.

Super the gone!

I love these two=)

Overall, it was a fun night and it was the night i went out with Roshan after our huge fight so yeah, this one is definitely to remember!

Pretty ei? one of the few sane pictures we have=)

Been too long.

Its been so long since i last blogged. I have been so busy with work and studies! OMG this short semester is killing me. With events graphic design, project work and hospitality support services... i see the end of my brains by march=( Its goin to be super the fried!

I did my practical Banquesting last week at Sunway Convention Centre... it was torturous! We had an idiotic Banquet Manager who kept getting on our nerves. Only wish i could tie him up to a chair and slap him for a good 15 times. Seriously... try working with him and then you guys will understand what pain i went through. First time in life, i told myself i will never waste food again. The event was a company's annual dinner and the menu was chinese food and it was a 7 course meal. Looking at all the food we had to throw after each course was such a pain...my heart ached everytime i did that. Us, being so hungry at that moment felt so stupid and guilty to have thrown away all the food that the guests at our tables did not finish. Worst part, we could not even eat the leftovers=( Now i feel how the children in Haiti and probably some parts of the world feel. Its a horrible feeling to have no food. We, just hungry for 10 hours could already feel so terrible what about children and people around the world without food? Gave me something to really think about.

Best part, i am so proud of myself. ever since that day, i have been finishing every meal of mine without wasting a single grain of rice=) Opened my eyes this incident, really.

Well, i have lots more to write but till next time=) Adios.